February 3rd, 2006

Time: 05:57 pm Current Mood: creative

Your Japanese Name Is... Hitsugaya Toushirou What's your Japanese Name?

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January 12th, 2006

Subject: Awesome Kingdom Hearts video even though it has Chemical romance Time: 12:37 am

<a href="http://www.youtube.com/?v=glTgUtRczN8">Kingdom Hearts 1 & 2  </a>

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Subject: Awesome Kingdom Hearts video even though it has Chemical romance Time: 12:32 am

<ahref="http://www.youtube.com/?v=glTgUtRczN8">Kingdom Hearts 1 & 2</a>

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November 26th, 2005

Time: 03:22 pm Current Mood: cheerful

Generate your Anime Style by Jena-su Name: Hair: In a style so odd, it defies all laws of physics. Clothes: Long, super cool trenchcoats. Powers: Elemental control Special Features: Wings Sidekick: Small fluffy animal that talks...usually too much. Attitude: Overprotective of those you care about. Weapon: Mallet of DOOM Quiz created with MemeGen!

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October 13th, 2005

Current Music: Nothing can be explained-Bleach OST Subject: I feel like Peter Pan....I do beleive in fairies, I do, I do, I do!!!! Time: 04:11 pm Current Mood: stressed

WOW, becoming an adult sucks....well in my case I don't want to become an adult. In my veiw they seem so boring, lazy, and not fun at all...yeah I am acting like a child but you know what, I don't care. I don't want to see myself growing up, and becoming an adult. School sucks, work is ok, but it all is a stupid pattern that isnt interesting. I have a side of me that likes to be chaotic in everything that I do, It seems funner and easier for me. Now I know why my mom and step dad want me to move out sooner or later, because they are thinking about moving to BENTON, BORING!!!! The reason they want to move is for job purposes, and it would save them $$money$$. So Jonny Boy....sooner or later I might move in with ya. My mom and I were talking about getting a better job, even with insurance so that I dont have to go to school, I don't feel that I am ready for college. Anyway, I have been having a stressfull day and it stinks, I hate getting opinions from everyone because usually they confuse me. Blah....And this morning was great, my mom and I got in a argument right when I woke up.....while I was half way asleep...(I hate it when that happens). Well thats all the News we have for today Folks. Peace out and God Bless.

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October 12th, 2005

Current Music: Will of the Heart-Bleach OST Subject: Life is fun when you have no gas in your car!! Time: 10:39 pm Current Mood: annoyed

I am now really hating theatre more because it stole all my car gas for this whole week!!! I have some Great news though, My windshield is fixed, Hiphip hurray!! It is weird with if fixed and not seeing the broken windshield in front of me. I don't know why but I feel like I am being watched for some weird reason.....first, someone sends me a text message saying "Yo,I just figured out that 2 of the people you used to mess with had AIDS....but I save 15% on car insurance by switching to Geico." ........Ok,what the heck is up with that!! I text them back asking who it is and they replied as Bobbie and the only Bobbie I know is Bobby Whitehouse. Then Later On in the day I get a call from a number I dont know and so i answer it and no one replyed, I could hear them, but they didn't say anything.....ok I hate it when people do that, its pointless. Well Anyway....other than being watched or something, My grandma Drove my car Today.....Ahhh!!! She isnt that great of a driver but She did a great job with my car, i dont know how she did, but yeah. Ohh the funny thing, is that she LOVED my music. She asked what it was and I said it was the OST from BLEACH and I loved it as well, so then for my grandma knowing nothing about computers asked me to burn her a copy......Wow, She actually knew something about computers, I am talking about a grandma that has a hard time knowing how to work a cell phone, or even a car. But I love my grandma, shes so cool, and she paid for my windshield. Anyway Peace out and Take it easy.

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October 6th, 2005

Current Music: Nothing can be explained-Bleach OST I Subject: Stress is fun but then kicks you around for a bit Time: 07:07 pm Current Mood: stressed

I am now starting to hate Theatre more and more now, just because I have to dive 32 miles each day this week for the stupid play. We also have to perfom 3 times in one day and one time for another.....BLAH!!! I totally hate wasting gas for this, even though i am not really wasting gas because its for a grade. I saw Tiff at Church sunday, it was Good to see her there. I still wonder if she still have those other beliefs....I hope not because I don't see anything in them, but I am just greatful to see her at a church, even mine makes it better. Today suck, I have to work but I dont feel like it....actually I never do want to work because everyone is in my way and I always have to do the same thing. Ohhh yeah, I got a 79 on my test in history!!!! That may not be the best grade but the other quizes that I have had i didnt do so well. So hopefully I can pick up my grade, I really hate the class and its boring but there is an interesting girl in the class.....SHe likes anime!!! W00t!! She saw Hunter D and Liked it a lot. I gave her Bleach season 1 and 2, hopefully she will like it. Anyway I gtg, I need to erase some stuff from my external hard drive, I only have 11 GB. Well Peace out and God Bless everyone.

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September 26th, 2005

Current Music: Our Farwell??-Ice Queen Subject: What will we choose to do Time: 03:28 am Current Mood: peaceful

Wow, no one has said a word on LiveJournal, has everyone left and become to busy or has no one posted because they don't want anyone to read what they say anymore. I find it funny....how everyone is always hiding in thier own little world. They want everything to be the same and in order, they want it to repeat and repeat with no change in their lives, but slowly we all change into someone else, and most of the time we don't realize that we have, but everyone around us does, but acts like nothing has happend. We All have changed, Jon,Tiff,Will,Ryan,Jake,Beth and Austin. Some of us have gotten better some of us have gotten worse, Everyone of you have changed in some sort of way, and the thing is you have to realize that you need to look deep inside yourself and ask, Is this how I want to be?? We are all becoming adults and slowly becoming distant from Each other, we may realize it we may not but just a warning to everyone....We don't have much time before all of these years will go by, another question you want to ask yourself is do you want to end a long friendship Torn and incomplete with holes in your heart that you've overlooked just to get away from, or will you face those problems and fears and overcome them to look back on a friendship that was full of love, fun and deep memories of a Great friendship. I see all of us slowly moving in our own direction and so I say to all of you.....make your move and make sure you don't regret it. Peace out you guys, and I hope God Blesses you in every way he can. Tai,Caboose, Ken doll, Riku, Half-elf, Kadaj and Sephiroth Take care you guys, Travis

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September 22nd, 2005

Subject: Tears.... Time: 07:07 am Current Mood: content

"There is a sacredness in Tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloqueatly than 10,000 tongues. They are the messengers of overwhelming grief, of deep contrition and unspeakable love."

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September 19th, 2005

Subject: I Will Wipe this earth Clean for Jenova Time: 09:34 am Current Mood: giddy

What FF7: Advent Children Character Are You? What FF7: Advent Children Character Are You? Hosted by theOtaku.com: Anime. Done right. Ok, I'll Turn into sephiroth sooner or later....like now!!! What FF7: Advent Children Character Are You? Hosted by theOtaku.com: Anime. Done right.

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September 8th, 2005

Subject: Wow this is going to be interesting Time: 10:32 am Current Mood: amused

1. Go here. 2. Pass it on. ( my answers )

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August 29th, 2005

Subject: Quality times with friends in Taco Island!!!! Time: 10:48 am Current Mood: accomplished

Well, This week has been quite interesting for me. I have been playing a lot of Kingdom Hearts lately and I am very close at beating it in 3 days with over 20 hours. I got a call from Jon Yesterday, and he asked me if I wanted to do something, that made me feel good....I don't know why but it did. Jon and I just chilled at his house, and later Will joined us while we were hanging out with Morgan. It was fun hanging out with Morgan, everytime Jon or I said something funny he couldn't smile because of his pierced lip. hehehe, that was really funny. But yeah, I have been really excited to prepare myself for Greenville, my mom has been giving me a lot of advice of how I need a good rest, enough food, and yeah you get the picture. Anyway, Thats pretty much it so take it easy and Peace out!!!

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August 18th, 2005

Subject: Don't be afraid of the Dark........ Time: 04:49 pm Current Mood: thoughtful

I now understand what it takes to be a christian, a lot more than anyone a can imagine. People now in days think that being a christian is simple....which of course it can be, it all depends on how you live your life and if you actually live as a christian. I know people that don't like the christian channels and i agree, because they are shoving the message in other peoples faces, what they should be doing is going out into the real world. Their a lot more examples on which i could pick on but they are not important. Whats the hardest thing about being a christian is staying on the path, if you get deep enough with christ you start feeling spiritual battles inside of you......I have experinced this myself multiple times.....and I have never felt these battles before. Being a christian is the hardest thing in the world, (in my opion). Anyway, peace out

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June 8th, 2005

Subject: I am now rested, so lets go and slaughter the enemy Time: 02:36 pm Current Mood: energetic

Well, Today was my day off from both Larry's and Mcdonalds. I slept in today and laid in bed for about another hour. I finally decided to get up and do something, and so I headed to carterville and did some errands. I have to work a lot this week and I did some math in seeing about how much I will have by next friday and I came up to have around 500. I really want a video camera, it is going to be expensive though as well. Anyway gtg i have to do some other jobs as well. Peace out and God Bless everyone.

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May 17th, 2005

Time: 12:02 pm Current Mood: gloomy

hmmm... ok, Ryan I really do like you as a friend, and you are correct of me not being you. I don't know what you have to go through in life and what you do. I am wrong to inpose on how you are feeling, and second of all you are not toxic. I just kinda felt like expressing myself to how I feel about this whole situation. I have a good time hanging out with you Ryan but....I always feel like you don't want to be my friend, when we are alone we rarely ever talk.....I don't even know if you consider me a good friend. The only reason I said something on LJ about you because you were blaming Jon and Will for not calling you, but actually they did, and for myself. I just want for you to plan ahead acouple of days and let Will and I know what is going on, as for that dude everything would go better. Anyway dude, I think You, Will, Jon, and I all need to get together somegtime and talk about this whole thing. Anyway I do apologize, for i probably shouldnt have barged in on your LJ. You can even ask Jon if i have done that with him.

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May 16th, 2005

Current Music: Empty Subject: Assuming does nothing Time: 03:59 pm Current Mood: annoyed

Ok, Ryan, just to let you know how I feel about this whole thing about how your struggling with other things. First of all Will, and I always try and hang out with you and have a good time. The last couple times were actually really fun, but now you are getting all mad because we didn't answer your phone call. First of all I live in Marion, and I have to work enough just to drive down to where you live in Carbondale!! Each time I drive down their it costs around $1.00, now comming back is a total of $2.00 dollars. I usually come down in Carterville 2-3 times a week and all that money adds up for gas. I have to be careful about how much money I spend on gas, but that isn't the big problem. The problem is that you think that everyone can join your Star War games in one day....But We can't!!! The Reason Will, John, Tiff, and I hang out so much is because we usually always plan when we are going to hang out, and it is usually 4-5 days ahead of time....now you plan it in the last second to one day. Even though we all hang out we still try to give you a call and see if you want to hang out but usually you are at work. The reason Will and I can't always come to your games is because it is usually always on short notice. You do great with running your games, but then you stop because you can't pull anything out of your head. You also cut down yourself too much dude. I don't know what happend last night with Will calling you but I do know that you can't just blame him for not calling you back. I don't care what you say about Ryan because your probabley right, he may be getting drunk rather than hanging out with you. I do care whoever on how you always nag about Jake.....ok first of all you need to stop complaining about how he can't hang out with you, he lives freaken far from your house, and he is actually happy with another girl, I think you should actually shut up and be happy for how he is. But you rather complain about yourself, now Ryan I have known you for a short while and for that time I have always seemed to be the outsider watching you fight over stupid arguments with Jon, and Will. Ryan just to sum all of what I am saying is that It isn't about YOU, if you want to hang out with other friends you have to put them instead of yourself, and lately I have been reading your LJ and how your all mad, then sad, then happy, and then back to mad/sad at everyone. Well you know what Ryan I don't mind hanging out with you but I just wanted to let you know that the world Dosen't revolve aroud you dude. Anyway, Take it easy and Peace out.

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May 11th, 2005

Subject: I love games that make you think beyond comprehensin Time: 01:29 pm Current Mood: bored

Blah, well I had a good time at prom but I am still waiting to get out of this place!!! I am bored right now, my class is playing Yatzee, haha losers. Well there not real losers I just felt like saying that cause it seemed that it would sound cool. anyway, my character in a game on tuesday and a different one on monday, They both got really high parts in the game. I am worred about one the other I could care less because I have nothing to lose and everything to gain if I make it. Other that that I am working a lot, It is getting kinda agravating in how I have to do the same thing over and over. Well I have nothing to say I am just bored....maybe I should play some Yatzee.

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May 10th, 2005

Subject: Watching them fall Time: 12:04 pm Current Mood: sore

well, It is hard to be in a good mood seeing everyone struggling in different areas in their lives. No matter what someone is always fighting something, and the friends can only do so much....You want to make them feel better and act like nothing ever happend. But truely, nothing can make them go through the sorrow any faster than what they're at, you just have to watch them slowly get out of there saddness or grief. I just would like to let you know Austin that you have a lot of friends and support if you need it, and that we are here to comfort you when you need it. I am not going to try and make you get over your problems fast but letting you go at your own pace. Peace out and God Bless.

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May 6th, 2005

Subject: 1/2 at school Yeeaahh!! Time: 11:09 am Current Mood: excited

Well, Today I get to have half a day at high school, and tommorow is Prom. I am excited but curious in how it well turn out. I want to do something with Will and Jonny Boy, we need to play a game that hasn't been played in a while, (hint hint). Anyway I better stop suggesting that or Jon will just kill me with the wraith of his powers. But yeah, I get to wash my car and vacuum my car out today that will be fun. Also mothers day is coming up and I havent thought of anything yet, blah thats not good. I am excited in how I am almost Graduated from this school, You guys better come and watch or I will feel unloved, the date in on the 26th of this month, so be there or be squared by......someone. Anyway that is all I have for today. Peace out and God Bless!!!

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May 3rd, 2005

Current Music: Pain-Ayreon Subject: Skipping Track Time: 12:07 pm Current Mood: frustrated

Well, I have a track meet today without even knowing, so I am not going....I have an appointment that is more important than track, even though it is a hair appointment....But I really do need to work, my pay check was only $177 dollars!!! I have to cover Insurance, Prom, Gas, cell phone bill, and pay 75 dollars to my mission trip, not to include the cost in fixing my car as well. So, those are the reasons I am going to the track meet and I don't even feel like pole vaulting cause I don't have my talent as I did last year. I wish my coach wouldnt have gotten fired, but you know accidents happen?? NO!!! He was sleeping with an 18 year old that was a student at our High school, and Got CAUGHT!!! (deep sigh).......anyway I just need to find a second job as well or just find a job that offers more money. Anyway Take it easy ppl. L8t0rz.....

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